April 2012
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Anonymous asked: i've suffer from depression&anxiety i've been at camhs therapy for over a year now, and in my last lesson (thursday) my therapist said that she wants me to start going once every 2 weeks now, rather than every week or twice a week, which i've been going between since i started. I don't self-harm nearly as much as i used to anymore, i'm just in an inbetween stage where...
xshes-a-dreamer-deactivated2013 asked: after two years of being self injury free after those two years this tuesday i relapsed , broke down and cut again. i feel like such a failure all that hard work to beat that addicton all those days i went without cutting i feel as though i slapped it in the face. ive made alot of bad choices this year. and now with all the stress of graduation and my parents always getting on me and telling me i...
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Anonymous asked: I'm really sorry but I really just need to vent. I feel so hopelessly alone. I've always had trust issues but it got worst last year when I went into a deep depression and I could go on and on, but ultimately, I just don't trust people anymore, whatsoever. I feel like a huge failure to my parents and I have myself to blame, which makes me feel worse. And I'm always so hungry...
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life-is-unforgettable asked: I absolutely love your blog! And what you doing to help other people. I went through depression and anorexia, I had depression for 8 years, and anorexia for almost 5. I recovered, and I too believe everyone can. It is not easy at first, but it gets easier. And it is worth it to be healthy. I want to say thank you for wanting to help people overcome this awful disease. So thank you. <3
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Anonymous asked: I'm in treatment for anorexia and I've been getting better at eating, but lately it seems like when I do eat I go too far and eat way too much. or really unhealthily. It's almost like eating is either all or nothing right now. Is that normal to experience in recovery? how can I work on maintaining balance in my diet?
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Anonymous asked: Your story is so inspiring! I was raped this past October, no one knows except my best friend. She was the one I called to come get me after it happened because I was under the influence. Since I was under the influence feel responsible for what happened. My depression is getting worse & I'm drinking/doing drugs/cutting more. NO ONE knows I cut. At times I think it would be good if my...
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Anonymous asked: I just read the Anon about fighting the compulsion to exercise--I'm there too! But for me it's literally constant. I don't think it's related to food. My body just...wakes me up early if that's my only time to exercise, without an alarm. I can't sleep no matter how exhausted I am. I literally start crying if I haven't been able to that day. My mom knows it's...
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Anonymous asked: I was wondering if you had any advice about not slipping into different types of habits...I have been trying to recovery from skipping and restricting. I've been doing pretty well, but I've started to feel like I can't go a day without running or doing yoga. I feel like in order to eat I have to do these things. I feel like that's probably bad, but I don't know if...
beneathmyrecoveringbones-deacti asked: To the last anon, I was left with chronic gastritis and I've been struggling with it ever since. My chances of developing GI or colon cancer have doubled, maybe even tripled, and I am dependent on medications every day now. I don't know how long this will last, maybe for life, but the faster you get out of your ED, the less damage you may sustain. Avoid laxatives at all cost however,...
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Anonymous asked: did you (or anyone else on here with an ed for that matter) struggle with constipation while gaining? :$
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1255stupidmiles-deactivated2012 asked: i am in love with your blog. it's beautiful. so beautiful.
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flowersinbonecages asked: hey sorry to bother but please help. I have been purging basically at least once everyday for a year (since I was 14) and i was wondering how much damage i have done to myself?I often vomit now just when i lean over after drinking (sometimes there is blood). When I'm not eating with the intention of purging i tend to starve. My weight fluctuates from a bmi of 16.6 to 21. What disorder do...
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Anonymous asked: I'm really scared to get help. I've been bingeing than stop eating. Now I can't eat a few bites of something without wanting to throw up even right now but I refusing to throw up. I havent cut myself I haven't in a few weeks n Everything is stressing me out and bothering me/depressing me. I just want to sink into bingeing then purging; cutting myself n just let out everything...
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Anonymous asked: I'm scared i'm going to develop an ED! I have depression and anxiety, and constantly think about my weight and what I eat. I am medically overweight, and have been for a long time! I often think about purging, and or not eating and right now I'm not doing any of it but I am so scared that one day soon i'm going to start. I know this doesn't sound like a big deal, and...
Anonymous asked: I feel bad about myself :/ Im so confused too! Part of my brain tells me im fat and then the other half says im skinny. Ugh! I'm eating less than I should and when I take like 3 bites of half of a sub im already full. And I wanna cut so badly but im restraining myself. I'm awkward weird ugly I feel fat and wanna throw up. My older sis she's the only one out of my fam who knows I cut...
